My Other Car is a Spaceship

crazy-island-cowgirl:

come-in-star-command:

So it actually happened, then?  I was kinda hoping it wasn’t true, ya know, tabloids and all…  I don’t know Jessie.  I don’t want to make your life dramatic but I really like you so what should I do?  I mean, if you and Jim want to be together, that’s cool not really, so… what now?

Yes, it happened… And I feel all kinds of horrible about it now. I really like you too. But I also really like Jim. That’s why this is so hard! As for being with Jim… I don’t know about that. I don’t know what I want, to be completely honest. So I don’t know what happens next.

Oh man, Jessie.  This just got really complicated, didn’t it?  Okay look.  I’m just gonna say this once so you can hear it, then back off for a while.  

I like you — a lot.  And when we’re together something feels… normal.  Familiar.  I like it, and I like you and being with you.  But if it’s gonna hurt you to have to choose between the two of us, I don’t want you to choose.  I don’t want to see you in pain, and I can tell this isn’t good.  

So I’m gonna back off for a while, okay?  It’ll only be for a little bit, and I won’t be far if you need me (really, we’re on an island, how far away can I get?), but I think you need some time.  Plus, I want all of you.  Being around you and not being able to really have you as my own hurts too much.  Okay?  Just for a little while.